Qu0tes ^.^

“The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours – it is an amazing journey – and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins.”



thats true...because ourself is more preci0us..i h0pe that i wont lean myself on man...u know why??
~it prove me that i am weak and it shamed me..

                        definitely it's true!!
                        we take the less0n..
                        learn it..
                        and fixed it.. 
                        f0r a better life... 






                       
just thinking the p0sitive side to gain m0re strength and fight all the barrier in achieving the vict0ry.....





just f0r the references where it became the s0urces of defender in myself..









i wish that everything still same...
beautiful and calmly..
peaceful deep in my heart
n0thing better than The Great of Allah....

t0day my life became bright more even it was tough to0 get thr0ugh...

~sbb nye ak jmpe ngn membe2 skola ak...mmg best laa...dh lme x gelak gile2 ngn diorg..

mmg kep0h laa dlm ae0n tu td..hehe...

~best dpt jmpe mija,pah,sarah my twin,najmah n zainab...dh lme x jmpe diorg...mmg rindu giler2 laaa..

~tp hang0ut td mmg sweet laaa..lpas mkn tgahari ktaorg blek umh sarah walid kjap tok solat n lepak2..

apalagi mmg bersantai habis laa...nseb baik laa fmily sarah blek kg gajah..hehe.klau x msti malu..;}

~h0pe kami akan kekal as the frenz forever..but lpe nk snap pic for the mem0ry..

coz busy dgn citer msg2..mklum la sume nk pot pet berciter..;]

*pah nk exam stpm 19 aribn neyh...h0pe she can do it...g0od luck to my dear frenz..

*mija mcm bese still tomey n die pn akn lalui sem 4 sme mcm ak lam uitm nnti..dear chingu~uu..

*sarah the future of ustazah mkin slim n sweet..tp skali pkul mau kecik lengan tgn ak niey..hehe...the dearest twin...or face look like...hehe

*najmah the briliant yg sudi mmndu vi0snya untuk ke ae0n...seem m0re educated...hee..

*last but n0t least zainab the sweetest n soft frenz...but strong inside...hehe...it was so lovely to see u all...

hari nie mmg the best for me...i luv it very much even it was a short time to spend t0gether..

~lastly h0pe jadi la percutian slpas abs sem last ney ngn di0rng..hehe..(n.n)

RIVAL.!!

What??she has the title this time..she really made it..i just cannot believe when i heard this news..but why this time i cannot hold the titles that i got..i let it drop like a ball from a few stairs..now she has the key and she can kept forever...i feel that im so shame n burden with her successful..~why her...why this time...why n0w..just because to show me that she more better...arghh...

thinking this thing really made me hurt...it so painful in here...~yess she made it...she success..but me??oh my god...what im doing with my life...i was trying to prove that i can be better if i stay away from her...but unfortunately i was'nt made it...

why im like this..she never do anything to me...but why??..~why i so hate her.. she was my rival right now...thinking her successul make me sucks..why i cannot do better than her...nevermind i have twice chance to make it..im waiting 4 that moment to come..where i can be better than her,..

~just wait my rival...i dont have any grudge with you..just want to have a healthy competition..this time is your glorious moment is'nt..but soon i will have that percious moment...

~wait n see my rival...i will do better job to prove that i also can success too..

i want soon i be happy like this...

~no more painful bcoz of her...

im trying my best...

Assalamualaikum...bersua lagi sy ngn blog yg tercinta nihh..nie yg trase nk bercerita skit...aduh sdgkn madam suruh buat jurnal pn x trtulis,tp dlm blog blh jerr kn..hee..

oke firstly raye tahun nih aku ase best la jgak...sbb nye x de dh kne rye kt hospital..yela tok abh n opah pn shat...alhamdullilah...

tp trselit jgak kisah sedeh aku time rye nie...trase sgt bile ktaorg nie yg dh khilngan ayh nie...tetibe aku ase mcm ak nk ayah ak...sbb kami nie kn mcm x de tmpt kt umh oph ak tu...yela gara2 ank emas die tu laa...yela ank lelaki bongsu die tu ler..trlalu berkira ngan aku n adk beradik...mnyampah tw x...ishh...geram gilerrr..ape punya pak cik ntah laa...ish mmg mcm sial laa...kn ak dh nyumpah die..sbb die tu x mcm org dh umo 25 thu x..ahh buat sket hati jer cter psl die...

lg satu kan,ak dpt duet raye thun nie byak gilerr..haha.ish mcm x cye lak..dlm rm2oo gak la...woah mmg best la...tp nnti ak dh kje ak plk yg mmberi kn..hehe..

duet raye den..kayo kayo...tp sokojap jo...sbb mak den nk masok tabung aji nie haa..

okey meh sini nak habaq mai yang aku nie bwu jer balik dri kem bina semangat  anjuran kelab debat dan pidato...
seri0usly aku nak cakap best gilerr...x macam kem lain..borink kalau ade ceramah2 nie..yang kem nie semp0i n rilek jep..pastu yg pergi just2 sek2 kite jerr...mmg lg gempak laarrhh kan...hukhuk..
game die pon semp0i2 jgak..and the most important laa kan mkanan die sdaap si0ott..hehe..but the badly is tmpat tidur die jer yg panas gilerr babeng...nseb baik ler just 3 hari 2 mlm..klau x mmg aku cabutt dluu laa kan..
lagi satu yang buat aku ngan ety sdey bile gamb0 yg ktaorg ambik wktu mule2 smpi kt pntai tuu hlg...sbb mem0ry kad hp smsung ace ety rosak..huhu..ktaorg frust sgt..byk gamb0 yg cntek2 n comey2...pnat jerr aku,ety,mok chekk,nasa n the others posing..huhu..
ety ckap die plg ske gamb0 yg aku dukung die tuu...hem0 hem0..gamb0 tu pon mmg kiuutt..ahaks...(perasan kjap jep)
tp mmg btul laa..sbb mke ety yg menmpakkan kiutt tuu..haha..

yang nie nme die imah...debators,,such a cute n sp0rting gulrzz.;D.

yang nie plak men game pembace berita 3 kepala..haha..syok gilee laa.

actually nie wktu pg jumaat...nk exercise!!..haha..

cantek kan pantai diee..mmg tenang la time nie...smbil2 tg0k siput2...ketam kecik2...c0mey gilerr..

farah my best little friend...
she know everything about me and so does i..
i hope we will be in the long-lasting relationship. .
may god bless. .

PerCuTIaN Yg c0oL ^.^

hmm tgah tension2 nie sdap jgak klau dpt pegi bercuti...wooahh mmg awesome laa kann..hehehe...(sengih mcm kerang wangi untk 2 minit)..ahakss..nak pulak dpt kt tmpt yg mmg cool gilerrr..oh goshh!!...i wish that i could go...but my fulus x dak..huyhuy...so sad..tgok tmpt2 mcm nie aduyai mmg sero nk pg...cntik2 n tomey!!
juz mmpu tgok dlm gmbar jelaaa..hmm sdey jer taw...menyebalkan jer la..nak pegi BERCUTI!!..nk release tnsion pale otak yg dh nak meletup lagi beserabut..(x kre nak jugak nk jugak)..;}

kEkecEwaAN rESuLt dEbAt..:{

firstly nye aku sero nk jerit..nak tiy0k pom ade thu dak..oke oke...mule2 nak cakap aku frust psl result debat..argghh...mmg menyebalkan taw dak...aku kesian pd mede,teah n dinn...x dlupakan ahli2 dipac..kami dh brjaya smpi ke final ...tp tewass...mmg sengit la jgk...but skrg nie ade permslahan sbnr nye dlm hal nie..
di mane diorg nk pertikaikan reserve sek team debat aku..pdhal kteorg juz gne skli jer hak reserve tuu..abs kelu0 blako mede sembur..mmg ptot pom..ikutkn hati aku nie lg laa nk kelu0 c***t2 yg kaw2 versi perak lg tue..
dek krna itulah PIALA REKTOR  x berjaya dibwa plg oleh dipac..
rmai dh jngka dipac akn menang..ye mmg menang kalah adat prtndingan..juzz certain personal reason mgkin dikaitkan skli..tuu sbnarnye punca kefrusan kami niee.. 
Papepon mede,tiha n din dh cbe yg trbaik..trmsok laa dri aku nie jgak..aku syg korg sume kayy..well done too everyone..
cume prkara yg nak dinyatakan disini adlah ketidakpuasan trhadap kptusan hakim(actually for someone that mede ade menti0n nme die) ats sbb2 yg x munasabah lansung..cehhh..puiihhh..(gara2 geram)huuhhhh!!!
nah kau j0yah..aku ckp abisan2 dh niee..kalu x lg trok aku nk ckap nye...biaa jd gini "omakkk!! teraso gilo podaih lado"..itu kire bhse kiasan ak yg molep aku gnekan..tg0k berhemah n beretika an an??

LaSt w0rDs :: that is unfair and nonsense absolutely!! ::

gaMbAQ diPac..(n_n)

nie laa ahli2 organisasi dipac f0r this sem..

comey2 blako...hehehe..>.<yang nie freestylerr..smart dak??..






yang nie plak formal..hehe..(gelak gedik)..borink etep tu yang dok gilow mengeposs..
hemohemoo..^_^..
papep0n i <3 dipac...(tue yg penting)kehkeh..

b4 tRaiNinG dEbAt..

petang nie aku nak mer0yan sekejap..huahua...b4 aku pg final debat malam nie...debar3 jep....
mmg x dpt nk singkap laa cmner nervous tuu...smpaikan nasi sebungkus dh trtumpas dek kerana persiapan malam nie...wah kiah...ayat klise gituuu..hehehe
haaa mmg surprise laa for tonight......ahli dipac nntikan laa..hihihi..(gelak gedik)..
f0r ur inf0rmati0n dlm nie jer aku nak mer0yan(bak kata mede laa) sepueh pueh ati den..hukhuk..0ke laaa...g0t t0 g0...get ready f0r the battle t0night.!!..jeng jeng jeng...;}

sje jek nak bagi gmba hepi2 ckett n nmpak sedaap pepagi niee tuk dimakan....huyhuy.

ANye0ngHaSey0...n_n

haluu haluu enta2 sume...firstly gudd mowninkkk...tetibe je pg nie ase mcm nak mengepos something..hekhek..

haaa nie mai aku nak habaq why aku punya blog kaler pink,..:}(sengih mcm kerang bcuk 2 minit)

oke2 laa..sbnar nye ak tgok wne die pon cntek..hehee...dlu ak x ske pom...bnci giler2...nah ambik kau skrg jd cintan ngan kaler pink...ehh tp ak x de la nk masok kategori pinky gulrz tuuu..(0MG)...ishh tak ingin aku taw....sbb x sesuai untuk aku jd mereng ngan pinky things niee..kelasss kau ayat..klise tuuu...hakhak...mer0yann kjaap(2 saat)..kihkihkih..

then yg kat bawah niee laaa contoh nye... mmg ade skit2 persamaan nye diri aku niee..

Nak TEtIBe KeJAP..;]

disebab kan perasaan marah dan geram masih boleh dibendung aku just pendam kan jep...yela bendung nye..hikhik..x nak la nk sembur abs2... sekarang aku nak cool jep..huhu...tapi ssh nye jd cool nie nanti nak berangin pulop...ish3..heee..:} sekarang pukul 1.12 pg...dan ak masih x jalan2 acc 116..ad0i bile laa nak bijak kalo gini...huehue...tp bkn selalu pom...betui dak?? tu je la kot nak tulis pg nie...0ne more,ak cdg nnti nak tulis kerangka2 n0vel lam nie..agak2 oke x??..hmm x pe prengcangan hidup tuee..hihihhi...oke la nnti ak samb0ng lg..aDi0ss!!!

aB0ut FeeLings...

My feeling is so undescripted....
yes i know who i am...im not so special to be treated so nicely like the others,..

But i still hope for that even i would’nt get it...its hard to be pretend happy...i know that im not better like someone else...

I am such a jerk right,.because im hurting everyone that i love....why im doing all this....i do not myself too...

Tonight i realise that i should be on the earth...stop daydreaming about anything...bcoz they will still not looking at me...im just the pieces of plain paper....that they will not notice it..

Now i wide awake....like the katy perry songs,..im try to be the best even im not...and now i start to grumbling evrything....for what....i should not do it...i think what i have faced right now is for what that i really deserves..truly i feel like an idiots...

I just need somebody to be my shoulder....for i lay down and crying...i busy take care others feeling...but my feeling doesnt one concerns it...or maybe coz i deserves it..i feel sad..like the weather right now...its raining....my heart just like raining fall down to the earth..

I accept all the Allah give it to me..maybe its have benefits behind all this...i wish i can be strong like my mother...i know crying and grumbling like this will not solve the problem...but this the only way that i think i can do..