yes i know who i am...im not so special to be treated so nicely like the others,..
But i still hope for that even i would’nt get it...its hard
to be pretend happy...i know that im not better like someone else...
I am such a jerk right,.because im hurting everyone that i
love....why im doing all this....i do not myself too...
Tonight i realise that i should be on the earth...stop
daydreaming about anything...bcoz they will still not looking at me...im just
the pieces of plain paper....that they will not notice it..
Now i wide awake....like the katy perry songs,..im try to be
the best even im not...and now i start to grumbling evrything....for what....i
should not do it...i think what i have faced right now is for what that i really
deserves..truly i feel like an idiots...
I just need somebody to be my shoulder....for i lay down and
crying...i busy take care others feeling...but my feeling doesnt one concerns
it...or maybe coz i deserves it..i feel sad..like the weather right now...its
raining....my heart just like raining fall down to the earth..
I accept all the Allah give it to me..maybe its have
benefits behind all this...i wish i can be strong like my mother...i know
crying and grumbling like this will not solve the problem...but this the only
way that i think i can do..
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